Afraid of Commitment

No, not that I'd be committed to an assylum or anything. "The state of being bound emotionally or intellectually to a course of action or to another person or persons." Maybe it's not so much that I'm afraid of it as I don't get along with it very well. Whether it's a new car, a new house, a new school, a new major, a new city, a new job, a new computer, a new anime, a new anything fills me with a certain excitement and expectation of wonderfulness. Failure to have these expectations fulfilled leads to a sense of cabin fever, like I'll be trapped in my current circumstances for the rest of forever. Maybe it's a fear of bordom; of monotony. I don't know. But I'm starting to feel the walls creaping in. It's time for a change.

More to come soon.
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